Why did I stop posting? Why did I stop working and doing stuff? I've been doing a lot of work for my job thats mostly uninspired. I have been travelling a little bit - to kansas/st louis for a bit, checked out des moines on my way back from lawrence, ks. I was there for thanksgiving.
I lost my vigor, my excitement. sometimes i fantasize about going back on the road - south carolina? barcelona? idk. coronavirus cases are up, scary. but im ignoring it in chicago so why not ignore it elsewhere too. need to get my booster. ive just been chilling in chicago, doing my job, resting a lot. thats actually probably good, i need to rest more. fantasizing about quitting my job, chilling for a few months. travel down the coast in january, snowboarding in colorado in february. was reading pynchon, read on the train to/from st louis. fucking sick. no patience though. agh.